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In the Dark

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This drawing is not an exercise in realism, so please don't judge it that way. Its purely the psychotic outpouring of my mind, my depression. Expression. I needed to get it out some how and here it is.
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Warning, the next is the desperate rant of diseased mind, and it’s a little whiny, and definitely heresy as far as 99% of Christianity, possibly Judaism, and the Muslim religions go. Consider yourself warned.
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I get SADS really bad. Didn't realize it until I moved north of the Mason Dixon line. God, do I >HATE< the winter! The sun sets now around 4:30 in the afternoon, as apposed to a little past 5:00 in the height of winter where I grew up.

Its not like I look outside and go, "Its dark out side. How depressing." I love the night, to dance in the moonlight, to sing and skip upon the shadowy edge of reality. Its just that in the winter I’m trapped in not only by a lack of day, but by snow and cold, clothing, Christmas music, lack of color, and just about everything involved with the season. Its that I now feel so empty and hollow, and the utter meaninglessness of it all, the void, claws its way out from my soul. The void that God created us all to fill, to give HIM meaning, and purpose.

Can you imagine being the only thing that exists? The only thing that is real? There is nothing outside of you, and you have no origin nor any ending, and nothing, nothing, means anything, is worth anything because there is nothing outside of yourself to give value?

So God, who we were created in the image of did what we do to fill the void: He created. He created words and angels and demons and neutral little vessels. He created animals and improbability drives and said it is good. But now we sit in that world, his imaginary creations and grapple with the void he made us to fight off.

Or so my thoughts and theories go, running in their winter cycles. Imagine: the purpose of man is to create purpose.

Right. So SADs sucks.
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xUnknownTears's avatar
Wow, this is amazing as well. I'm kind of bad at words though, so great work.